Happy Birthday to Me
The more I age, the less I want to remember what the age is ... in fact it was so bad one year that I truly thought all year that I was a year older than I actually was! How sad ... Yesterday that I turned 42. Yikes ... does that look old! And I really don't feel like that is how old I am. I don't look that old, I don't feel that old, I don't act that old. Why am I that old? There are times when I contemplate the possibility of having something seriously wrong with me. Why? Well, no one that I know that is my age lives a life like I do ... and I realize that there is a certain sense of selfishness to my life, but there is also a component of immaturity, too, and that is something I really don't like. I recognize it, but to figure out what to do about it and how to change it ... something completely different. 42 - Wow. Yes, lots of life experiences, that's for sure. I know that as I reflect back over the years, there are things that I have journeyed through that...