A Gift of Love

 A GIFT OF LOVE 

Once upon a time, in a huge forest, by a city, lived a raccoon.  He looked just like all the other raccoons with his bandit-like mask and ringed tail.  And he was very curious, just like all the other raccoons.  His name was Alexander.

Christmas was a happy time for all the other animals in the forest, especially for Alexander, because it gave him a chance to go home and spend time with his mother and father, brothers and sisters, aunts, uncles, and cousins.  They would celebrate and feast and tell stories for many hours.

“This Christmas is going to be special,” thought Alexander.  “It will be the first time I will be home since I began my life away from the den.  I can’t wait to see everyone again!”

These thoughts made him hasten his preparations.  He knew it would take him about two days to travel home, so, the sooner he got started, the better.  After all, Christmas was but three days away!

Even with the few inches of light powdery snow, the path was easy to follow and traveling was not difficult.  All around him, Alexander noticed animal families gathering and sounds of celebrating reached his ears.  High about him, he heard excited chatterings.  “Hey, Alexander!” came a voice from above.  “Would you like to join us?  We have plenty of food!”

“Thanks for the offer, but I’m going home for Christmas!” replied Alexander.  “Merry Christmas!”

“Merry Christmas!” called the voice.

Alexander continued on his way.

A while later, he heard his name again.  “Alexander!” He realized it was his rabbit friend who was celebrating with his rather large family.

“Alexander, have you a place to spend Christmas?” his friend asked.

“Oh yes! I’m going home!” Alexander said excitedly.

“Ok.  We just thought that if you had no place to go, you are welcome to celebrate with us.  But you are right; with your family is the best place to be for Christmas.  Merry Christmas!”

“Merry Christmas!” called Alexander.

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The sun was casting its last rays over the forest and Alexander was reminiscing.  “Last Christmas was so wonderful.  I hope this year will be as good,” Alexander thought.  He remembered the games he played with his cousins, raiding the garbage cans at the edge of the nearby city and making pretty patterns in the fresh snow in the clearing near their den.  And he remembered the long talks and family tales his old uncles swapped in their cozy homes. 

And particularly, he remembered the very special visit his family received from Nicholas who was the Father of the Forest.  It seemed he had been around forever and knew everything.  Alexander recalled the message Nicholas brought to his family that Christmas day.  A message of peace and hope, the importance of families, and the need for love.  “Families sure are special,” he thought to himself.

But most of all, he remembered the feelings of tenderness and warmth, of having a place and knowing he was important.  And Christmas was a time for renewing those bonds of oneness, a time for sharing the peace and love for being, a celebration of life.

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It was Christmas Eve and with each step, he grew more and more excited.  Suddenly, he stopped.  Something was different, not right.  His small body began to tremble, shake, as if in a second, a terrible sickness had taken hold.  Large pools of tears filled his bright, shiny eyes as he gazed in front of him.  Ahead, where the clearing should have been, and just beyond, his home den, stood a house, surrounded by many other houses.

No! It could not be! Alexander let out a cry of pain, wheeled around, and ran blindly back into the forest.  The safe, dark, lonely forest.

Why did they have to destroy his home? What about his beloved family? Where were they? Were they still alive? Would he ever see them again?

Eventually, he stopped running – partially because he was a little out of breath, but more because he realized he was lost and the agony inside him was becoming unbearable.  Finally, all the anguish, misery, and loneliness surfaced and broke.  With a wail that shook his center of existence, he collapsed into a sobbing ball of fur.

For how long he cried, no one knew.  To Alexander, it seemed like an eternity.  Suddenly, he realized it had begun to snow.  Big, lazy snowflakes, diamond-tipped and sparkling like multi-faceted crystals.  How he loved snowflakes like these!  Through his tear-soaked eyes, he slowly saw the forest around him had taken on an unearthly glitter, each flake reflecting the light of the other.  And in spite of his pain, he couldn't help but acknowledge its splendour.

Slowly, he because conscious of a glow – not the glitter from the snow crystals but a warm glow coming from further in the forest.  Though Alexander was very distraught over his situation, he still was a racoon.  And before long, he had his tears under control and shakily stepped onto the unbroken surface in the direction of the glow.

“What could this be?” he wondered.  “It shines as if it has no source, but almost as if each particle of air is lit by an unseen flame.”

 With a final sniff, he reached the edge of the clearing.  The sight that lay in front of him caused him to gasp in stunned silence.  In complete awe, he gazed at the hazy scene before him.  In the center of the clearing, surrounded by a spotless and unmarked blanket of white snow, stood a crumbling hovel, covered with a layer of straw, which framed the tableau within.  A man, exhausted and haggard knelt on one side; a woman, tired and worn, as only childbirth can give, held a bundle of cloths.  Though both were extremely weary, their faces held such looks of reverence and peace and love, that Alexander could hardly pull his eyes away.  But he had to, for it was not the man and woman that were the focus of this scene, but the rags.  His eyes rested on the heap of cloths in the woman’s arms.  Suddenly, Alexander knew.

It was impossible, yet there could be no other explanation.  The scene was real, yet not.  Alexander knew that he could not touch the shack or the straw, but it was definitely real.  Real, as a dream, a miracle. A vision from centuries long past.

The woman moved her arm, and in doing so, she made it possible for Alexander to see the face of the tiny thing nestled in the rags.  And he opened his eyes and looked straight into the eyes of Alexander.

Though it was only an image, what passed between the pain-filled animal and the tiny child was as real as the gently falling snow around them. 

“This is love – real love,” thought Alexander.  Here was another who also knew what being lonely meant, to be forsaken and deserted, without someone to lean upon.  And Alexander was flooded with such a feeling of warmth that started somewhere in the center of his small body, pushing aside the pain and overcoming his whole being.  And he blinked.

In the wink of an eye, the scene vanished.  All that lay in front of him were the snow-ladened evergreens and the still-falling snowflakes.

“Alexander,” a soft voice whispered to him.

Turning his head, Alexander saw a figure perched on a decaying stump nearby.  It was Nicholas.

“I know what you have experienced.  I know about the houses and the loss of your home.  I know about your pain.  And I know of the vision you have just witnessed.  Alexander, do not fear.  Though your home is gone, your family lives, and you shall be reunited.  For all the animals of the forest are your family, so do not ever feel lonely.

“Come,” said the wise old owl.  “A new life awaits you.  Be strong and remember the child in the rags, the ultimate gift of love.” 

Turning from the clearing, Alexander smiled.  “All the animals in the forest are my family,” he thought with a smile beginning to peak through.  And he waddled off in a new direction, the direction of family and friends. 

And high above, in the inky black sky, a lone star twinkled. 

And as Alexander headed into a new life, silent as a shadow, beside him flew Nicholas, the wise old owl.

Without a sound, he stayed close to the young traveler.

All through the next day.

Until the night.

And then, like he came, he left.

And high above, the angels sang, “Peace on earth, goodwill to all.  Love has come on and lives on.”

Peace.

Erin Wiebe
December 1987

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